Butterfly Kisses;

"You know that feeling you get in your tummy when you get a special kiss? Well he makes me feel that way even when he smiles at me."

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Taylor Garvis also known as Fuck buddy, is the kid who lights up my world. I know I mean to whine about him a lot but when it comes down to it he's got me. I mean you know you're falling in love when you still blush when he kisses you or smiles at you. I know he can be an asshole but it's because he cares. If he didn't care about me he wouldn't worry about me. I mean I love to talk to him when he's drunk because that's when he tells me everything with such raw passion and honesty and I know he doesn't remember much of what he said but drunken minds speak sober hearts and I know that's true. One night we were at Johns party and I was the only girl at this party but he accused me of flirting with someone else and I of corse was like "Taylor are you fucking kidding me, we aren't dating but I wasn't flirting with him!" He looks at me and he goes "Well how would you feel if I just stuck my tongue down Katie's throat?" And I was like "Well.... Honestly it would hurt but there is nothing I could do about it WE AREN'T DATING!" And I took his hand and I squeezed it tightly and he looks at me and was like. "I just know how you get when you drink and I don't want anything to happen to you."

I don't think I've ever seen him so close to crying other than this one time where he was telling me about how much he cares about me and how he would fuck someone up if they hurt me. Ohhh I just don't know I just need to put away all these silly boys for a while because there are just to many of them.

:/

Between getting married and babies and fucking and being in love and all that drama I'm like s;aldfjk;alskfj

Stupid boys leave me alone I'm a girl and I wanna do what ever I want

"WE'RE NOT DATING HELLO!"

Well I wanna date

I don't want to I've got to many fucking guys pulling on my heart at once.

I feel like their playing three way tug a war and my heart is the flag in the middle and if anyone pulls any harder the rope (my heart) is going to break or something.

Someone has got to give up and walk away from the rope some time soon.

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So until then I'm going to play happy like I usually do because I've got nothing better to do and way to much to loose.

Oh boys boys boys what ever shall I do.

"Who's got the real key to my heart?"