.:[10.29.09]:.

"I Don't Care Anymore, Will You Be My Girl Missy?" 

Received At 2:23 a.m October 29th 2009

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The glass that was separating finally shattered now that Taylor left the picture. I woke up thursday morning to that text message, it made the day slightly better even though I had funeral to go to and I got to see him afterwards. It was a good day and I think this kid is the only one for me.

<3

Today though we kinda argued because Joe didn't want to pick up Cass because Josiah was with him and Joe doesn't like Josiah and he was all like "My friends see you more that I do." and I was like. "I'm sorry baby I don't know what to tell you." It wasn't anything big he was more mad at Joe just kinda talking to me about it. I'm not sure if you can even call that an argument, I don't think so. Oh well it was a disagreement of some sort. I told him he's going with me and my little sister and her friend to go trick or treating, haha he didn't have much of a choice but at least I get to see him.

:)

I got to see one of my best friends today! It's been like two years since I've seen her.

Today was amazing even though I didn't get to see my baby that kinda knocked it down a few notches. 

I'm way to happy for my own good.

We're taking our relationship slow though. No sex for a while. Ugh it's been forever.

To long even but I'm holding up.

He's ready but I'm not I don't want to let it go to soon and I want it to special and make it mean something so it's not just sex it's love.

So it's going to be another few months, I mean I don't want to wait to long though ya know.

:/

I don't know I'm going to smoke a cigarette.

Signing Out

-Missy

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