Bring It To An End And Hit Rewind;

"Jokes And Lies Or Truth And Love"

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She woke up at 11:30 on a Friday morning the snow covered her windows and school was called off for the third day in a row, she spend those three days fighting with him, even though they were over they still fought as if they loved each other, he knew what buttons to push on her to make her cry and she knew just what to say to make him wild with rage, he knew she still loved him even though he constantly denied it, she would always tell him she didn't know why she loved him because he was such an ass hole but she still loved him no matter what. She laid there in bed listening to the t.v whisper and her heater fan blowing the cold winds away, she pulled the covers over her head and turned over grabbing the pink bear she still slept with even though he was gone, she sighed softly as she reached over lazily to her phone and pulling it close to her, she flipped it open and looked at the two messages one from Nick Prahinski red "Hey It's Nick :)" Received: Fri, Jan 8 1:49am and the other one was from Cass[Lt.Lucky] "I've Been Thinking...." Recieved: Fri, Jan 8 5:08am. Her heart stopped and she closed her phone quickly as she pulled the blanket tightly over her head and took a deep breath replying "Thinking about what?" She sent the message and laid her phone aside waiting on what he would say next. She could only lay there nestled under the blanket letting her mind hit pause and then rewind bringing her back the moment they first met and their first kiss and every other perfect moment they spent together, she still loved him and she knew in her heart that he still cared about her, when she would talk to him she learned to listen beyond his bitter word and listen with her heart to everything he was saying it was like it was a secret code for "I Really Do Miss You." She took another deep breath and opened one of her eyes looking that the slate gray walls from under her blanket. She still hasn't heard from him yet but she's so scared to hear what he has to say she almost doesn't want to know. She decided to go back to bed until she was ready to face this chilly friday morning with out this feeling of terrified butterflies in her stomach.