Only to drop several more feet to find it wasn’t him.
She was a bright, fun loving and energetic girl who fell to hard to fast. She was madly crazy for him and she talked about him like he put the stars in her sky. The stars are now growing dim but she can’t give up hope. He was all she ever wanted and more but he’s becoming distant, quiet, and secretive. They all scream at her to not thing much of it, he might be busy, or he didn’t get good phone service. She couldn’t take the voices whispering these thought, her heart is full of ache now that he ignores her and doesn’t seem to bother her. She misses him and she would give anything to see him one more time. Her dreams are plagued with nightmares of the one before him, she’ll see him name on her caller i.d. Taylor [?] “Hey it’s been awhile since we’ve talked.” She would awake crying and looking through her phone hoping and praying she wasn’t talking to him. Why is she thinking about him again, why is he haunting her dreams now.
She’s falling lower into this dark oblivion and she drowning in her thoughts. She wants so badly for him, the one she longs for the one she cares for so deeply to pull her out of this mess and bring her back to life.
She’s crying now, she’s feeling at her lowest point, why wont he talk to her anymore, she feels completely unimportant to him now. She misses him so badly she can feel her heart breaking behind her rib cage and the burden she is carrying on her shoulders is crushing her, sucking the breath straight from her poisoned lungs.
When will she wake up from this nightmare? When will she see him again? When will she find that one boy who wont make her feel so hurt and so unimportant?
&+I guess it’s true love really does work like magic;
I know so many people (including myself) who have felt like this. But i don't understand why we are so dependant on being loved? It kills us that boys can't see how painful we take the whole break up shit and how meaningful their words really are to us. but what is the point? wb soon (: x x
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