Take A Deep Breath And Close Your Eyes;

"And drift off into Wonder Land."

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Today seems to drag on forever and ever, I can't wait to get home and take a nap. I won't be here on Thursday because I'm going to the funeral and I've got to go to the wake on Wednesday after school. Today had its kinda ups and mostly really lows. People seemed to get on my nerves really quick or keep bothering me with things I didn't want to hear about.

My father has no feeling and is the biggest ass hole you will ever meet.

:/

My step mom kinda cares but not so much.

:/

Fuck both of them. I think I have to walk home after school today thank God I have cigarettes.

I talked to Cass today and I asked him "What if Taylor says he doesn't want you talking to me?"

Cass texted me back and said "Well then I guess that's where our friendship ends."

I was kind of confused so I texted him back and was like "Mine and your? Or yours and Taylors?"

Cass was like "Mine and Taylors."

That honestly was the highest point of my day.

It felt really good to hear that ya know. It was like a big bear hug that I really needed.

He makes me smile more than anyone ever could.

<3

Just thinking about him makes me feel better. Hopefully I can see him tonight then that would just make my day perfect and it would erase all the stupid bad things that happened today.

Morgan made me smile today

:)

I love her.

I drew a picture for Kiki it was pretty fucking amazing.

Today was shitty but I made the best of it because that is all I can do and thats what I have to do.

Well there's not a whole lot more to talk about.

Man I need a cigarette.

>:/

Good-bye my loves I'll up date later